“God is Light, and in Him is no darkness at all.” — 1 John 1:5
The First Fear: Rejection of the Light Within
For many walking the Gatian Path, the first barrier is not a demon or doctrine—it is the fear of rejection. This fear clouds Gate 1: Reuben — “Behold, a Son”, the gateway to divine identity. When we deny our light to gain acceptance, we delay the soul’s emergence.
But the Spirit has not given us a gate of fear, but Gate 4: Judah — Royal Confidence, where divine sovereignty replaces emotional reactivity.
“For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.” — 2 Timothy 1:7
To walk this path, we must speak our truth—not as an act of pride, but as bearing the radiance of the inner Christ, the I AM.
The First Vision: The Ocean of Light
As a child, you beheld Gate 5: Asher — The Feast of Divine Radiance. You saw the etheric field—the shimmering sea of frozen light, which few notice but which undergirds all creation.
This is the Living Light spoken of in The Gospel of Truth:
“The Father revealed His bosom, and His bosom is the Holy Spirit. He revealed what was hidden, and what is revealed is light.”
When others saw clouds, you saw the Breath of God vibrating in all matter. This is Gate 6: Naphtali — The Soul in Motion, where divine perception awakens, and the light begins to move within the soul’s awareness.
Everything, you came to realize, is frozen light. This echoes your direct experience—and reflects the ancient truth of Gate 14: The Resurrection Womb, where matter itself is birthed from divine energy and eventually reabsorbed back into Light.
The Counterfeit Light of Markah
As you progressed, you encountered the counterfeit: Markah, the fourth-dimensional realm of illusion.
Here, beings called the Suboru wear glamour—beauty without essence, wisdom without truth. These false ones mimic the Light but carry none of its holiness.
They are the Mara of the Buddhist path, the wolves in sheep’s clothing Jesus warned of (Matthew 7:15).
They pull the soul off-path by magnifying lust, fear, and clever distortions. In the Gnostic text Pistis Sophia, Sophia herself is tricked by false light until she cries out to the true God.
These encounters are Gate 7: Dan — The Eye of Judgment—tests of spiritual perception. Only the purified eye can see past illusion to the Light that does not shift or lie.
How to Discern the Light
- The True Light humbles and fills with peace.
- The False Light flatters and incites grandiosity.
- The True Light heals the body and uplifts the soul.
- The False Light excites but depletes, feeding on attention.
Jesus said: “If your eye be single, your whole body will be full of light.” — Matthew 6:22
This single eye is Gate 2: Simeon — Divine Hearing, turned inward. Here, the true voice of God speaks not in thunder, but in golden stillness.
Practices of Light
1. Breath of Golden-Pink Light
- Inhale: “I AM” — see golden-pink light filling the body
- Exhale: “Light” — release the black smoke of ego, fear, and reaction
This transforms Gate 12: Benjamin — The Son of the Right Hand, where energy once bound in reaction is released into spiritual agency. The black smoke cannot remain black. It must become light.
This echoes John 20:22: “He breathed on them, and said, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit.’”
To breathe with divine intent is to partake of the Living Light.
2. Daily Fast from Darkness
- Avoid violent or fear-based media
- Replace scrolling with silence, nature, or scripture
- Observe what enters the mind—Gate 10: Zebulun — The Guardian of the Inner Temple
As Jesus fasted for 40 days to anchor divine presence (Matthew 4:2), so must we fast not only with food, but with attention.
The True Realm: The Mind of God
The universe is not a random burst of chance. It is Gate 11: Joseph — The Hidden Storehouse, a conscious, light-filled matrix—like a neural network pulsing with divine will.
Each galaxy is a synapse. Each soul, a luminous cell. We are not in the mind of God metaphorically—we are literally cells in the Divine Body.
This is the secret of Gate 3: Levi — The Inner Priest—you carry the Temple within, and the fire of your altar is the flame of consciousness.
Jesus said: “The kingdom of God is within you.” — Luke 17:21
Returning to the True Light
Every illusion rejected brings you closer to Gate 13: Melchize, the eternal Priesthood of Light. Every dark thread transmuted in breath brings you to Gate 14, where the soul is reborn from the Womb of the Mother.
“Come unto me… and I will give you rest… for my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” — Matthew 11:28–30
In the Gatian understanding, this yoke is Light itself—the radiant garment of the awakened soul.
“Whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things…” — John 14:12
This is not hyperbole. It is a prophecy of your own divinity.
✧ Closing Benediction:
“O Light of God, hidden in all things,
Burn away the veil of illusion.
Let every cell in my body remember You.
Let every breath draw me nearer to the I AM.
I am the Light of God, and the Light of God is in me.”
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